FELLING JEALOUSY TAHAP GABAN!!!

WHAT???
I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND RIGHT NOW..
EVERYTHING QUIT BLURR IN FRONT OF ME RIGHT NOW..
WHY???
PLEASE DON'T ASK THAT!!
FIRST..

1. I'M BECOMING JEALOUS TO THOSE WHO HAVE RELATIONSHIP!!!!

THOSE ARE MY FRIENDS... I SHOULDN'T BECOME LIKE THAT..
IT START WHEN MY FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND CAME LAST WEEK VISIT HER. THE GUY ACTUALLY FROM SARAWAK FLEW OVER HER TO VISIT HER (ACTUALLY HE ACCOMPANY HIS MOTHER WHO HAVE MEETING IN PENINSULAR)
I WISH I HAVE JUST LIKE HER.. VERY LUCKY GURL..

2.WHY EVERYBODY RIGHT NOW ARE BETTER THAN ME??
FIRST I DIDN'T GET HIGHEST MARK IN CLASS..
(STATE HERE IN ANY2 CLASS)
WHY???
ALL MY FRIENDS (HOUSEMATE) THEY GET HIGHEST MARK THAN ME!!!!
WHY NOT ME?
WE HAVE SAME TIME-24HR
WE ALSO PARTYING...
BUT WHY I SO DUMB????
NOW I FEEL LIKE IT NO USED WHAT I'M DOING HERE..

3. EVERYBODY GOOD IN ENGLISH RIGHT NOW!!!
OK2.. FINE.. YEAH I'M USING ENGLISH RIGHT NOW!! I'M NOT DUMB!!
BUT THE WAY THE SPEAK MAKE ME BECOME MORE JEALOUSY TO THEM!!
I HATE IT...
JUST SOMETIME... SIMPLE ENGLISH I ALWAYS FORGET..
HOW CAN I IMPROVE MY ENGLISH SKILLS???

THAT ALL FOR TODAY..
AT LEAST I FEEL BETTER NOW!!
~~NOT REALLY~~