~~~the camping~~~

The camping...
YES IT IS!!!!
really... i hate it..
now i talk to my dad!!!
yeah really... talk to him how to survive...
hahahhahaha......
survive of what???
in FOREST LA!!!!
dowh...
is not i didn't the camping....
it just... i hate activity that been held......
espeacially... the NIGHTWALK....
it very hard for me to join it..
just i'm really...really.... scared of dark.... the black dark....
it make me feel panic... unbreathing....
gosh...
mom n dad said...
please take care of yourself.....
always be in group....
don't too exited....
etc...etc...etc...
mom n dad..
i really don't want to go this camping....
i'll take care of myself...( i will collapse if they push to do something that i don't like)
yeah... i always be n group.....
i am really not exited... most... anxiety.....sacred.... dizzy...

hayyyyooooooo......
wish i never follow this or other camp after this.....

after the camp... mylife ... bull*** busy....
full of assignment.. full of examination...
gosh,.... i really busy now... i just don't have to myself...
no time management.....
i really had no time...
if i had...
i'll sleep.... it just sleep that i can do....
and after i wake up.... i feel guilty.. because... the time that i spent in sleep is waste.... better i do my work...
ooohhhh... please ... i need time..

and this camping just a dream!!!!