sejak aq msuk sem 2.. aq x pernah pun nk update blog aq nih... dah bersawang byk dah nih... tuggu mse nk cuci jer balik... hahahhahahaha....tetibe jam 1.17 am ni tergerak lak nk tulis balik... hmmm... apsal ea???? ap yg mempengaruhi aq nih???
asal nye aq bc fb salah sorg junior aq.... aq mmg ske sgt kat die... mengingatkan aq pada Si Dia.... dari hr pertama aq msuk sekolah smp la sekarang aq mmg ske tgk die.... then die couple la dgn this gurl... aq knl gurl nih.. mmg rapat pun... but... dorg dah clash suatu ketika dahulu... hmmmm... wondering why aa????
ble aq tgk couple ni... aq teringat aq ngn Si Dia... the way we fall in love same... the way we talk... i just luve them very much... i can feel the "luve" air when with them.... unfortunately.. ble aq tau dorg dah clash... aq yg sedeh... why.. cuz i know how the feeling about....
tp hri nih.. buat aq happy... cuz aq tau yg dorg dah couple blik... n the boy who also write a blog about it... so aq bc la...
one thing yg aq touching ble die x de couple.. die sunyi... "same like me"..... until one day he meet the girl back and ask her to continue the relationship back.... and guess what??? they made it!!!!!! OMG.... I'M TOUCHING......
the boy write down this:
"Then. After 1 year and 2 months aku ta jumpe dy, pada tarikh 8.8.2010, rezeki Allah pertemukan kami berdua. Sumpah rindu sangat kat dy! Dy makin comel skang. Makin cheeky. Hehehe.
Lepas pada tu aku rase aku dah jatuh cinta balik ngan dy. Oh yes. Aku ta cakap banyak. Mlm 12.8.2010 aku pujuk dy. Aku luahkan segala rase yang jelas terpendam dalam hati aku ni. Dan dy sudi terima aku balik. Wah!!! The best moment of my life. Huhuhuhu. "
this word makes me terharu sessangat.....
why???
cuz.. semalam buat pertama kali.. setelah beberapa kali aq lihat Si Dia online.. aq mmberanikan diri utk buzz.... mule2 aq takut gak klu die x respond... but at last die respond.... yg mmbuat kan aq sedeh.. sjk dlu klu aq yg buzz... die akan ckp skit2 je then die akan kte "k la.. gotta go" (but in malay)..... aq jd sedih.. aq nk bual lgi ngn die.. tp die yg x nk... ye la kan.. aq dah x de tempat dlm hati die... tp.. bukan tu yg aq nak.. tempat untuk seorang kawan pun x de ke???
slalu aq pk.. or aq berangan yg die akan luahkan isi hati die kat aq blik... whether it ok or not.... but aq nk sgt ap yg die rse psl aq skg nih....but he with his ego.. and me.. still mengharap something yg sememangnya pasti tidak akan tiba pada aq.....
bg aq.. junior aq buat perkara yg btul.... at least he's telling the truth with guts... lantak la klu girl tu nk reject ke x kan??? but he's lucky... the accept him back...
I'M SO HAPPY TO THEM....
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