what happen to me??

hari ke dua exam...
OMG aq x leh buat
bukan aq x study
tp aq yg aq bc just losst in my mind
mse nk jwb td cam nk nangis jer..
i hold it coz..
malu la nangis dlam examination hall..

ahad ni
hari ke-3 exam..
aq ad dua hr jer nk study..
td aq tgk mmber aq dh start study
sje usik..
" ai.. awal nye study"
the she said
" haruslah... nk dpt A"
tersentap aq...
aq pun nk dpt gak A tu...
tp aq tak tau npe ngn diri aq..
malas sungguh nk study....
please.. help me this...