Friday, February 26, 2010

after 5 years..

he
far away...
he
ignoring me....
he
with big ego...
he
loves me???
i don't know~~~~

me
stay here
me
wait for him
me
remember him
me
yes...love him... still n forevver...

before 5 years...


he....
average guy.....
good looking.......
he
well-manner....
fantastic.....
he
intelligent....
he loves me
he
my love.....

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

pgi yg.....

wat assgmnet
chat ngn kwn..
traspassing fb sombody...
waaaa
kutuk mmber....
hahahhaha
jahat tul.....
ampuni dosa ku
Ya Allah...

Sunday, February 21, 2010

he makes me cry again... n again....


he makes me cry
when ever i try to be happy
he makes me cry
when ever i try to be free
he makes me cry
when ever i try to stop crying
he makes me cry
when ever i try to forget him
he makes me cry
when ever i try to tell him that
I LOVE U
and
i wonder is he actually still love me..

Thursday, February 11, 2010

bengang!!! bebal!!!! begok...... all the B words!!!!!

asal la kkdg org kt dunia nih kejam...
mule2 nk tlg....
dah tu... tetibe x jdi...
yang aq bengang....
de ke ptt ckp kt org len.... sruh main smp kan pulak....
BEGOK!!!!!
dah tu aq nih cm bg die mslh lak.......
mule2 volunteer nk tlg...
dh tu....
ckp kt mmber bla...bla,... bla....
BONGOK La
SIOT!!!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

i'm going home!!!1


hahaha... ...
almost 1 month been here...
i miss home so much!!!!
miss my room exactly....
even though my room now is my sister's room...
so.... wht the hell????
tht mine!!!! hahahha
miss mum a lot...
dad also...
all together...
miss them....
one person i miss so much!!!
my little sister
Alish.......

Monday, February 8, 2010

hri nih nye hal lak....


bgun pagu... g kls.....
tgh hr blik... mkn kt rumah,.....
kul 2 ...gerak g kleas b lik.....
klu 4 blik rumah.......
mlm study!!!!!!!!
sok de quiz....
waaa.....waaaa....waaaa..... (crying)
mintk2 le ap aq bc dpt msuk skit dlm otk nih.....
n senang je nk jwb sok......

Saturday, February 6, 2010

my story......

HARI NI...
bgun pg... mndi ...pegi latihan kawad kaki Kesatria Negara
8 pg- 10 pg
blik.... lepak2 dlm bilik..... tido..... bgun...... g bli nasi.....makn...
pastu... layan fb.... n then tido.....
6 ptg.... bgun.... siap pegi jog......
7mlm.... smp bilik... lyn fb.... nk g mndi........

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

~~~~ LoVe HaTe LEttER~~~





Read this "HATE letter". It is so funny and creative. This is a loveletter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and want them stop their relationship......and so..the boy wrote this letter to the girl..he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend."
So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so smart & sweet.... :)

~~~~ love story~~~

love 1

This is a personal account of a ghost story that occured over 10 years ago.
This "true experince" firml supported my theory that our departed loved ones can convey messages through dreams.

Back in 1989, being a fresh graduate Psychology graduate, I landed a job in
the personnel department in one of the goverment offices in Quezon City. A male co-worker, Jun, was 11 years older than me. He became one of my friends while working there. Jun was king, loving, and romantic. He was the breadwinner of his family. His parents ang relatives liked me a lot. Being single and unattached, he courted me in 1990. I accepted his marraige proposal during the latter part of that year.

My parents did not approve of our relationship and when the first quarter of 1991 came, my parents made me quit my job. My dad, being a military man, even threatened Jun to Jun to stay away from me. To make our long story short, I left my job. I lost track of Jun I bussied myself with the family business. Basically, I went on with my life and tried to forget about him.

On the morning of June 2, 1994 I recieved a telegram from his aunt, saying that Jun had died the day before June1, 1994. Shocked I crumpled the short note and hurriedly phoned his aunt for confirmation. She told me that when we parted, Jun resigned from his job and drunk heavily each day. He naglected his death as well as his body. Pneumonia had caused his sudden death. "You know Jun. Everyday and up to his remaining hours, all her wanted was to see you. During his final moments, while suffering from delirium, he even told us that he still loves you very much," Jun's aunt said.

Sadly, my parents wouldn't allow me to go to his wake. I mourned quietly inside my room. There even came a point where I convinced myself that he wasn't dead.

On January 1995, just before my birthday, Jun visited me in a dream. I dreamed that I was inside a hospital room. I was wearing a hospital gown and I was sitting at the foot of my bed. Jun suddenly appeared before me, clothed in bright lights. We communicated mentally. I told him it wasn't true that he was gone. He replied that I must accept the fact that he was already dead but it didn't mean that he as leaving me. "I will always be beside you, gaurding you," he said

I cried saying, "I'm sorry I didn't have the guts to fight for our relationship."

He comforted me and soothed me by shrouding me with his bright light. The bliss I felt was interrupted by voice calling hi name "It's time for me to go," he told me. "But what about me?" I asked, tears in my eyes. " I will be here for you always," he replied,"and I will be waiting for you there. And don't ever forget that love you very much."


Love 2

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


After saying this, he vanished before my eyes. I woke up crying. After this accident, I finished began to accept his death. And whenever I'm depressed I feel his presence beside me I know somehow out there he's still waiting patienly for me.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
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